I see you disappearing into the dark
I'm losing you, and I can't hold on
I'm sorry, I should have helped you
And now I regret every moment I'm alive.
I want to disappear and never be found.
Let me find you in some other life
This weight on me
It's too much for me to carry
And your memory is crushing me
I'm afraid to let you go
But it hurts too much when I think of you at all.
Your face and your name, they hurt too much.
Someday I will carry your memory's weight
Right now I'm too weak
And I'm too ashamed
Someday I'll hold your pictures
And I will speak your name
Right now I'm a coward
I just run away.
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